Hey guys…
So I just wanted to let you know ahead of time that there won’t be a chapter this weekend. I’m on a mini vacation and won’t have time to write. I hope to get the next one up sometime in the middle of next week though!
Chapter 20 Pt. 2 - I’ll Be Under Your Skin - Ella POV
Ella sighed happily as she woke up from her dream. She giggled to herself as she remembered it. She had basically just recreated in her head the time where she and Sara “got it on” in that concert venue’s bathroom. She smiled into her pillow at the memory.
“What are you giggling about over there?” Sara asked from the other side of the bed.
Ella turned suddenly, not knowing Sara was awake. She looked over to see Sara sitting up with her reading glasses on, reading the paper.
Sara peered at Ella from over her glasses. “It sounded like someone had a good dream…” she said smiling.
Ella looked up at Sara, her face turning red. “What do you mean?”
Sara giggled. “It just sounded like you were very… pleased.”
Ella threw her face into her pillow and tried to change the subject. “So, what’s up in the world today?” she asked, nodding at the paper.
“Nothing really,” Sara sighed. “You know you aren’t going to get out of telling me about that dream right?”
Ella groaned with a smile. “Why can’t you just let me change the subject like a normal person?”
“Because I just spent the last 20 minutes listening to you moan in your sleep and I’m curious as to who made you that happy!” Sara teased. “Now, spill!”
Ella threw her pillow at Sara. “It’s none of your business! It’s embarrassing…”
“What was it a boy?” Sara asked with a smile on her face.
“God, I can’t even remember the last time I dreamt about a boy! I don’t even want to go near them in my dreams.”
“Then why is it embarrassing?”
“It just is…” Ella said, turning back around to face the wall.
“Ella, it’s fine if you were dreaming about someone else! I’m not going to hold that against you or anything.”
Ella paused. “I wasn’t dreaming about someone else…”
Ella could basically feel Sara beaming from across the bed. “Go on…”
Ella turned back around and squeezed her eyes shut. “I basically recreated that time we did it in the bathroom and it was really hot, okay?” she said, getting it out as quickly as possible.
Sara laughed, throwing her head back. “Are you serious! I was sitting here thinking some ex was doing you in your dream or something.”
Ella shook head and put her face into her pillow again to hide her embarrassment.
Sara leaned in to whisper in Ella’s ear. “You have no idea how many times I’ve thought about that night.”
“Yeah?” Ella asked, her voice muffled by the pillow.
“Hell yeah. That was one of the best nights I’ve ever had. Besides those guys trying to steal you away, of course.”
Ella laughed, rolling her eyes and lifting her head back up. “They were jerks.”
Sara nodded and looked back at her paper. Ella looked up at her with a smile. Sara was always beautiful but Ella loved her the most in the mornings. She was still a bit sleepy eyed and her hair was a mess. Ella watched her read for a few moments.
“You know what didn’t help calm me down after that dream?” Ella asked.
“What?”
“Turning around to see you in those glasses…”
Sara smirked and turned to face Ella. She lowered her glasses a bit and looked over them seductively. “Oh, yeah?”
Ella laughed and nodded, bringing herself over to Sara’s side of the bed. “Mhmm” she muttered while leaning over to straddle Sara’s legs.
Sara threw her newspaper off the bed and smiled as Ella began to kiss her. Ella began to kiss her more passionately and Sara quickly got the hint. She paused to take off her glasses then pushed Ella backwards so Sara was on top.
“I won’t be needing those…” Sara said flirtatiously, leaning down to kiss Ella’s neck.
Anonymous asked: Do you know when you'll have another chapter up? :)
yup i’m about to post it!
My internet has been shotty :/
nessamari3 asked: every time i read this fanfic i just get happy :) can't wait for the next one
yay :) i’m glad it makes you happy!
getthecutsyouneed asked: and all of the awards go to you, Sara, and Ella for being the most perf people ever!
You’re sweet :)
Anonymous asked: Oh my holy alksdjhflkashdlkf. Love, Jessie :)
Chapter 20 Pt. 1 - I’ll Be Under Your Skin - Sara’s POV
Once they were finished with dinner, Sara cleaned the dishes and put everything away, not letting Ella help. Sara wanted everything to be perfect for Ella. She had been through so much with the Jane situation, and Sara just wanted to take her mind off of it for one night. Even though Ella had been completely distant this past week, Sara understood. She couldn’t imagine losing her best friend like that. It was even worse that on top of losing her best friend, Ella felt the guilt of having to turn down Jane. Sara had watched how much Ella had been hurting all week and she knew she had to do something.
Sara looked over at Ella who was still sitting at the table. She looked sad, gazing out the window. Sara was about to walk over to check on her when Ella looked over at the lilies on the table and smiled softly to herself. She stroked one of the petals and actually looked truly happy. Sara’s heart melted. She never felt better than when she was able to make her girlfriend smile.
Once she was done putting everything away, Sara grabbed Ella’s hand and led her outside, locking the door behind them. They walked hand in hand down the street, not saying a word. Ella leaned her head on Sara’s shoulder as they walked, holding onto her arm tightly. Everything felt so peaceful and right.
Ella breathed in deeply, “I love you so much.”
“I love you too, babe,” Sara said with a smile. It felt amazing to hear Ella say that. She had been wanting to tell Ella that since the day they met. Tegan used to always make fun of her for it. She was going to be excited when Sara told her that she finally said it.
They continued to walk in silence, content with each other’s company. They reached their apartment and Ella grabbed Sara’s hand.
“I’m sorry I was so distant this week. It had nothing to do with you. I really wanted to talk to you about it but it just hurt too much. Thank you for being so understanding and not pushing me about it. You’re amazing, you know that?”
Sara blushed and rolled her eyes. “Yeah, yeah, I know.”
They walked into the apartment and Sara set the keys down on the counter. Ella walked up behind her and hugged her from the back, cuddling her chin into Sara’s neck.
“I wish I could find a way to thank you for everything you have done for me,” Ella said.
Sara smirked to herself and turned around. She then twirled Ella around so Ella was leaning against the counter. Sara pushed her hips into hers and lightly bit her neck, “I know the perfect way you can thank me,” she whispered.
Ella smiled and instantly kissed Sara. Sara kissed back eagerly, grabbing Ella’s hips and pulling her closer to her.
They continued kissing but began to walk towards the bedroom. They were halfway there when Ella pushed Sara up against the wall. Ella leaned in and bit Sara’s ear lightly.
“You have no idea how thankful I am for everything you’ve done,” she whispered. She moved on to Sara’s neck and sucked on it lightly.
“I really do have no idea…” Sara said. She felt Ella hesitate and quickly added, “But maybe you can show me?”
Ella looked up with a smile and looked hungrily into Sara’s eyes.
“Get your cute ass to our bed,” Ella said demandingly.
Sara smiled as she grabbed Ella’s hand and walked to the bedroom. Ella sat her down on the edge of the bed and kissed her deeply, before walking away.
“Where are you going?” Sara whined.
“If I’m going to thank you, I’m going to do it properly,” she said with a smile. She turned around and opened her laptop that was sitting on the desk, starting her iTunes. Some swanky jazz music came on and Sara laughed.
“Why do you even have this on your iTunes?”
Ella held her finger up to her lips to silence Sara. She began to move her hips to the music in front of the bed.
Sara bit her lip and tried to stand up but Ella pushed her back down.
“You get to watch,” she said seductively.
Sara moved to lean against the pillows as Ella continued dancing. She twirled a bit before reaching up to unbutton her top slowly. Sara couldn’t take her eyes off of her. She was so beautiful, and she was all hers. Sara smiled at the thought, but continued to watch Ella’s every move.
Ella turned around and dropped her shirt. She then reached down and quickly slipped out of her jeans, leaving her in only her bra and underwear. She continued dancing a bit before crawling on the bed towards Sara.
Sara kneeled on the bed and quickly pulled Ella into a kiss. “You are so fucking sexy,” she whispered.
Ella giggled and pushed Sara back down, straddling her legs. She reached back and slowly unhooked her bra, throwing it off the bed.
“Ugh, I can’t hold myself back anymore,” Sara moaned before grabbing Ella and twisting her so she was laying back on the bed.
They both laughed before kissing deeply again.
“I love you, Sara,” Ella said seriously, pulling away a bit.
Sara beamed back at her, turning red. “You have no idea how much that turns me on,” she mumbled before beginning to take off her own clothes.
P.S…. Chapter 20 Pt. 1 will be up tonight.
Okay, I finally made a decision.
So, you guys showed a lot more support for this fic than I thought and I want to thank you all for that. It was really nice to hear from people who have always left messages and it was awesome to see a bunch of new faces.
I’m glad that you guys don’t want to see this fic end! Neither do i! But i do still worry about dragging it out.
So I decided to just write until Chapter 25. I figured out storylines for 6 more chapters and I think I could end it well in that amount of time. I still get to explore a few storylines that I wanted to write about, without feeling like I’m going to overdo it.
This means there will technically be 12 more chapter posts, so this won’t be ending anytime soon. If i continue to do one part a week, this fic won’t end until the middle/end of the summer. I might start doing two parts a week again, but we will see how it goes. Basically, the fic will end sometime during the summer.
I just want to thank you guys for all the support! You all managed to make me smile. I feel a bit weird answering all your messages on here when it’s basically all compliments about the fic lol, but if anything I might do just one post and screenshot them all like I did last time.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! I hope my decision is somewhat of a compromise :)
Anonymous asked: i'm really upset :( i knwo you've been writing for so long but i just cant deal with this. put your ideas into another story of like Tegan and Lindsey or something! I know you can do it!
In response to this and to some of the replies on the post I just put up… If I stopped this fic, I wouldn’t be doing another one. As I’ve said probably a billion times on this blog lol, I’m really hesitant when it comes to writing about real couples (aka why I wouldn’t write for Tegan/Lindsey, no matter how much I love them). Also, I considered writing another Sara fic but I’ve spent so much time with Ella and Sara as a couple, I would feel like I was cheating on Ella! haha
I just wanted to let you guys know that this is the only fic I would write.
Okay, now continue to respond to that last post! I wanna hear more feedback. Plus, all these new faces who are coming out of the shadows might just guilt trip me into continuing haha
